मैं अपनी योनि को बर्बाद करना चाहता हूं, फिर अपने अंतर छेद को सह से भरना चाहता हूं

This is from about 4 months before I posted as "SheilaStretch." I spoke about my interest in "ruining" my vagina... Then had an orgasm while fantasizing about being filled with cum.